Well yeah i might submit here again... one day

*Sigh* yet again bored to the most I have this craving for writing..wierd since lately I haven't had any interess as if i was just waiting for time to pass me by... I'm such an idiot *chuckles* I know I know I should do something about it...the usual lil thing that made me happy are just getting boring that's all, I'm not the kind of persone who get attached by routines so when one comes to instal itself i get anoyed and rather not do it and feel bored than actually do it even if it's something i like to do....I think I shouldn't write that it's kinda embarassing *blushes* but I wonder if some are just like me....so for the heck of it I came here trying to do something that I usually don't....I submited some drawing to witch is so rare.

So hum for the things I usually wonder that I don't always dare to ask.....
simple minded:
Yes I'm one of those who enjoys the happy ending of the movie rather than the one that reflect more of the human nature...I know I'm simple minded..but the think i was thinking about it's....Is it anybad? I mean I like to laught I'm not that kind if genki girl who squee at a cute scene....but I rather laught smile than cry...I'ts like those lil love movies were the both of the "lovers" guy/guy girl/guy girl/girl eventually don't even finish togetherat the end.... you rent it, you know your gonna cry at the end ( cuz they are just to clichee those films) what's the point? I don't see the fun In crying T____T
Saying a comment like that someone would just have told me..."you're not deep enough'......that's why it pisses me off...cuz I feel like ppl don't understand that being deep, and not wanting to cry have no relation...some migh even say that my vision of films is narowed...kinda hurts...it feels as if ppl think that IF im simple minded I just don't understand the natur of the film*sigh*

Right now im bored tot he most...finaly i have reached a hight number of pages for my manga(1o4)....sadly....i have to ink them all TT_TT. I'm just wondering when I'll start posting them on aarin. I'm slow to udate so im taking lots of advance so that i can update each day but....I looked at my OLD thread of kaizoku...god the memories, and i felt like i wanted to post the faster possible...but when i came at the ending of kaizoku i felt rushed and i needed to do the pages quiclky so they turned out kinda crappy =/.

RP~~~
isn't it fun RP!!!.....*sigh* but latley ive been really a lazy ass o_0 I should RP in the forum i get singed in or I'll be kicked out or the other wont enjoy to rp with me... unlike others i only have 4 character....maybe I'll redo some portraits of them and post them here also. So right now i have Kou, Noako, Morpheus and Katsuro....It'd be hard to say who is my favorite....but i think it could be Noako since he's my first of all ^_^.

argh im still trying to figure how what is that watching thing...how do i had someone ...im hopless etoo hum you anyone reading bring your butt at [link] an ai no kusabi rpg pretty fun keep your mind else where from stupid studies and stuff....speeking of studies im going to college soon yeah...soon TT_TT and i was all fine being at home doing nothing this summer stupid knowlege i dont want to have one *pouts* well maybe i should reconsider..i need on X3 thihihi.etoooo the journal entry is kinda boring and will probably dont get notice but i dont car *stick out her tongue * i can say heel i want and not getting scroled for it......I WUV HIRUMA!!!!!!..lol hum and other useless things.....yo you still reading? lol lol yeah im talking to you ...well now be a good persone and COMMENT!!! ...oh look a butterfly *plays with the butterfly* Ahem lets get back to our buisness what was i saying...oh yeah...hum...........bye??? yeah BYE!

AH! FINALY made it work TT__TT i was just soooooo lost eto...what should i do maybe i should present myslef.......nahhhh im not someone who can be describ in few words...hum i came to devian cuz there is one of my beloved friend that told me it could be a good idea (wuv him) *chus* as you can see my english isnt really good not beause im a lazy typer (i am) but because im french...still learning TT_TT..journals are fun neh X3 thihhihi =3 hummmmmm yeah i love yaoi...I know im wierd X3 well you dont like it you can look somewhere else you know no one forced you to look at it o_0!!! now go awayy shuuushhhhh!!! X3 thihihihi well this is about it ill try not to forget i have an account here and post few of the things i can doo (writing...o_0 im not good at it but......and drawings,still learning but most of them are shounene ai X3....ah! i heart boys) hummmmm i have a big ego..dont say bad thing bout my art o_0 dont comment if you dont like and hummm im a aarinfantasy forumer X3 love it!!!! hum that is all i think....o_0 yeah must be !
thihihi =3 wuv you all! *huggles*